Good Morning God. Please help me create the  invitations to our Solstice Ceremony and our work together. What are people looking for?

“What are you looking for?”

Peace, serenity, clarity of purpose, love, compassion and happiness, regardless of what is happening in my life.  There is also a part of me that wants to know that I have the basic things I need for living. But the difference between “having what I want” and not having what I want, is knowing that I am on purpose, have everything I need, and am creating more of what I do want, versus wondering what I should be doing, and if what I’m doing is the right thing for me to do. I know that my journaling with you keeps me focused and connected to the part of me that does know what I want to focus on and do to be living on purpose. I know I’m living on purpose now.

I know that since I found you, I no longer want to leave this life, and know that you are always here with me as I’ve learned and grown. Except for moments of falling back into the darkness and revisiting my depression, as I knew I could return to you and you have always brought be back home. I feel your love, am serene and at peace, and know that I am living on purpose. I am at home with you. I feel excitement around the mystery of what is yet to come.

As I write this I’m reminded that the greatest surprises have come after I have offered my gifts and creations to the world. So, I will keep allowing and focusing on what wants to come through me and trust that they are important and valuable. I just don’t know how valuable until I have finished and offered them.  I know that everything I have done has value to me as the gift of the experience of creation. I also know that everything I’ve done has had value to someone.  This is honoring the creative impulses and living on purpose. This is trusting You. God, I do trust You. So, I am creating this Solstice Ceremony to help others come into greater alignment with their truth and to “live on purpose”. 

Good morning my love. Welcome home. This place of love and peace is the clearest place to create from. Share this writing today. There is nothing else you need to do, so you don’t need to keep searching. You are home. What you have before you is what you need to focus on. Coming to me is all you have to do to remember this. Remember what I have said before: everyone’s search for their purpose is the search for me – which is actually the search for them selves. Also, remember that purpose is not a single pursuit, but the desires of the soul, which is another word for truth. So, living on purpose is living in truth, which is the greatest, most powerful, miraculous, and joyous expression and experience of being alive.  This is what you have come to do.

Love, God”

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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2015

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As I have been preparing my Coaching/Teaching programs for 2016, I am making the changes I need to make now to step into even higher alignment with who I truly am.  I have three areas I’m focusing on:  higher level of health and fitness, a higher level of financial income and stability, and bringing a love relationship into me life. 

These objectives have come out of my practice of understanding what I truly want through my introspective practice. I have written about them and asked what is mine to do.  There are some things that I know that I need to do in terms of how I need to eat and exercise.  But there are many things I don’t know, so this is where the ongoing practice to listen then do what I am guided to do, and to trust. 

The greater directive has been to be the one who is creating these things, which means doing with confidence the things that will facilitate the outcomes.   The first part of this is already in place as I have put into practice my exercise and clean eating as a lifestyle versus a project.  In just a few days, I’m see positive results.

As far as the income goes, I don’t exactly know how it will manifest, but I know I just need to work on what I have in front of me and trust.  To get here I needed to face some negative thinking and attitudes and move into acceptance.  For example, I had to get beyond my “I hate traffic”, to “I accept the world as it is and appreciate the opportunity to help so many people”.  This is more than just choosing a new thought, but choosing a truer thought. 

This has been a journey to the truth which started with realizing that I had lost my self in an insane world, to going deep within to remember who I am, and then returning to the world with love, compassion, service and myself.  

God wrote to me:

“Yes!  You can have your heart, soul, love, consciousness, beautiful relationships, fulfilling work, impeccable health, financial abundance and Me. You are re-aligning it all from the place of your truth. This is the life you have come to live.

Love, God”

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I’ve continued to work on my book, going back and reading the journals.  It is amazing to see what came to me when.  There are two gifts in this writing.  The first is the symbol.  God, made this squiggled line and circle, then wrote, You and I are One.  The second is the canvas journals.

8/3/03 Boulder

You and I are One

God, I’m getting images of my journals being written on very large canvases. It’s like the way for me to yell at the top of my lungs the truth of you.

“Yes, Diane – stay with these visions. You will know what is right and when it is right to start venturing out with these writings. You know you are receiving Divine wisdom. All relevant to your process and relevant to humankind’s process. You are learning and remembering the absolute necessity for the truth. It is true that you are writing this – it will be the expression of your truth that you share it. I will help you and guide you when the time is right. You are moving in the right direction. Your ability to release your fears and connection to who you believed you are and were, will open up the depths of your creativity. If you carry any worry what anyone will think of you then you will not be true – even to yourself. Give up your self importance. Stop caring. I have said this before. Speak your truth.  Write your truth. Share  your truth and you are sharing Me.

Your writing is from Me. The fact that your friend minimized it does not matter. That is why you will paint my words so many will know. You will do it in a way that will attract those that are ready to find the truth within themselves. Diane, you see the value of this knowing. You know how vitally important this truth is. You know that applying it to life means more than just manifesting personal abundance. Yes, this can easily be done – but the real power in knowing that we are all One means that we must take care of ourselves and that means everyone, starting with knowing Me. Which is you. Which is everyone. And taking care means loving everyone from a place of loving – giving what you can to everyone. This is loving Me. This is loving yourself, because there is no difference.

Love, God”

As I went through this process I realized the gift it was as it clearly showed me what I have learned, where I want to live, and what I am teaching. It was a gift in so many ways and the greatest is to see that we can know the truth of who we are, and that we can choose to be that One.

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I have just come out of a few days of deep depression. My experience of it contained a lot of judgement and feelings of disappointment that I still haven’t learned, I must not be awakened, and if I would ever get past my propensity to be depressed.  It started after Thanksgiving when I spent time with my “non-intact” family, which re-ignited the stories in my head about being sad about how things are and aren’t.  It turned into debilitating emotional pain to the point where I couldn’t do anything.  This began to move into fear around what happens when I can’t do anything – as I can’t work and the rest of my world falls apart.

But instead of staying here for weeks and months on end, I was able to surrender to the pain and go into it, willing to let it tell me what it had to say.  As I did, the pain immediately began to lift.  I wrote pages in my Journals with God and began to see the story I created that originated in the Dream of the Planet.  I was able to use the Toltec teachings with my connection to the Divine to see the world of fear with judges, dominators and victims.  I was able to see that I had taken on the role of victim. 

I was able to see this story play out again for me where I have given someone else the power to make me acceptable or not, valuable or not, and worthy to be alive, just by their estimation and acceptance of me.  The deeper I went into this understanding helped me see that this is steeped in our culture.  We are conditionally accepted or not.  We are seeing where there are so many who aren’t accepted; people of color, other religions, gays, and even women.  Hell, people are killing others they just don’t like or agree with. How can we not internalize this? 

I was able to open a wound so deep and so fundamental, I wrote to God, “please help me feel like I’m allowed to be alive”.

“Good morning my love. Yes, you internalized the stories and created your own versions to support them. Now, you must remember who you are as you see the world of fear. Stop waiting for it to change. It is not going to change unless you show it how. But first you must love your self and give yourself permission to live. Permission to be alive – say yes to your self to being happy now. Say yes to your self that you can have the life you want. Give yourself permission to be successful, not because you deserve it, but because you can create whatever you want. You are as I am. You are free and you can create anything. There is nothing in your way – even as others believe in limitation. You must not listen to them – not because they are bad, but because they are mistaken.

Now, focus on what you want to create in your life with the friends, playmate and partners you resonate with now, from outside the Dream (nightmare). Reach into the dream to invite those who want to come out, but you don’t have to live there any more. Today brings a shift for you. What you will find wonderful, is that you will know love like never before – without pain. Walk away from that old life because there is nothing to lose. You must live in your truth right here, right now.  I don’t just allow you to live, I implore you to live!  You agreed with the jailers. Now, break those agreements and walk into your freedom.  You, say yes to you.

Love, God”

As I went through this process I realized the gift it was as it clearly showed me what I have learned, where I want to live, and what I am teaching.  This depression – this deep internalization of the insanity in our world is so prevalent that we don’t see it until something takes us down.  We can try to get back out of it and go on with our lives, or use it to know our selves better. It was a gift in so many ways and the greatest is to see that there really are different worlds, and that we can choose which one we want to live in.

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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2015

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Revisiting my journals as I’m writing the book continues to weave back into my life.  I read this and am aware of the shift in my level of consciousness from when this was written and now.  AND, I can see some of my old tapes still running – things I still need to heal.  This main message is about lying to myself and taking responsibility for finding the truth.  As I’m continuing my own personal transitions in work and relationships, I am going deeper into my personal exploration of what is true now.  I find it to be revealing, rewarding and also never ending.  This journey of massive growth is the one I’ve chosen.

I can look at what I’m writing from a place of shame, as God is telling me that I have lived my life as a lie.  But I know that I am not alone. I now have compassion for myself and I want to share this so you can have compassion for your self, as you are facing your own personal lies.  The great opportunity is to accept that we all lie to our selves, be willing to admit it to our self, look for the truth, and live from this new place.  This is what I feel is true awakening.

7/29/03 Seattle – flying to Phoenix

Working for the software company this week. I did not enjoy it very much. Doing this work is a compromise and I have decided not to compromise my life any more. I’ve committed to you, God, and that means committing to what is the Truth of me. I don’t want to do this work anymore. Not because I am depressed and don’t want to do anything, but because I am no longer filling my spirit.

God, why do I feel this internal fear? Why do I feel this intense pain when I think about walking away from the life I knew, the work I did – letting go of  Jan – when I really don’t want any of it?

Diane – you must start facing what you wanted and what you did that was not of your Truth. You must let everything of your past to go. You must find the one you are – not be the one you were. Yes, your whole life has been created by you from a false premise. You served glimpses of yourself – but your entire life was not of your soul’s making. Your life has been about building a facade. It all started with the belief that you were not lovable or supported or valuable.  Diane, these were the lies that formed your life. It is not that you must reach greatness to be valuable and complete. It is that you must reach your greatness from your Truth. Diane, your pain is still believing the lie. The lie that you ever wanted Jan, so you aren’t grieving the loss of something you wanted. You’re grieving the loss of your life! You are grieving the loss of your Truth. You are feeling your self deception and your deception to Jan. You missed the mark (this is what sin really means). Diane, you’ve done this with your work – with your relationships, with your life. You need to recognize this now.

What really matters? What really matters now? Are you truly committing to the Truth? Now, you must continue to delve into your heart and find the truth. The truth of your self deception. The truth behind past decisions. From there you can move forward and make decisions from a deeper knowing. Stop deceiving yourself. Stop justify your decisions based on external forces. Stop settling for only what you think you deserve from its place of fear and a feelings of worthlessness. You deserve and will find love and great support from someone in your life. You will find work that is fulfilling and valuable to the world. You will find your passion for your art again. Diane, you thought going to California would give you a new start. It did broaden your horizons and finally brought you home – not just back to Albuquerque, but back to you. Now Diane, walk away from your old life. Detach from your past and see who you really are. Your life can now get on track beyond your wildest dreams – if you let it!

Release your attachments to your old beliefs! Release your old desires because they are not the desires of your soul. Release your attachments to your past or any wish that it was any different. It was not a life that you wanted. Be thankful that it is over.

Now Diane: stop lying to yourself about everything. You asked to leave, well if you continue to live the life lying to yourself then you will not find happiness peace and love. He will not feel your connection to Me. You will find a way to leave because there will be no reason to stay. Now, the truth. You keep writing about it, you keep talking about it. Now, what is it?

I don’t know – I wish you could tell me.

Diane, the truth is that you are Me. Now, be Me. And that means trust Me. Now is a transition time. You are moving away from your old life and creating the place that the space for your new life to begin. Let all your attachments and connections to your past go for now. You need to focus on being the true you. This sounds cliché. But you have 40 years of being someone other than yourself. You are just now scratching the surface of your self realization. Do not stop moving forward. You think if you have found God – well you know where she lives – but you do not know her yet. Don’t stop seeking this connection. Your life is moving forward but you were very far from home. Diane, leap. Make the leap of faith to be with Me and let go of everything else. Be willing to trade it all for Me. This is what will save your life. Are you willing?

Yes!

Then let us begin your adventure!

Love, God

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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2015

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As 2015 comes to a close, I am looking at what I accomplished and what I want to achieve in 2016. With this introspection, I am also becoming aware of the trap of focusing on achievement, versus accomplishment.

Our society holds achievers in high esteem. In fact the definition of achievement is:
Something accomplished, especially by superior ability, special effort, great courage, etc.; a great or heroic deed (Dictionary.com).

I realize that I have spent a lot of my life focusing on achievement, and I find that it is rarely attainable, especially when the person who is judging whether or not I was successful is my greatest critic (me). So achievement has been illusory and arbitrary. I can see how I have been, and so many people are, paralyzed and don’t take action because of the risk of failure. And failure, from our warped perspective (based on popular culture), is anything less than grand achievement.

But as I have been focusing on living a Divinely guided life, I have come to understand that we are here to do things – to participate in this world. We are here to create and serve. So I have shifted my focus from achievement to what I want to accomplish. This focuses on the effort instead of the result. This allows the Universe to participate and allows me to focus on what is mine to do, and what is not mine to do. When I do this, the results are usually unexpected and miraculous.

I begin with connecting deeply to the Divine truth within myself to see what I want to create, what is needed from me, and/or wants to come through me in service and joy. From here I ask: what actions are needed to bring this into form? What do I need to accomplish to bring this creation into being? I then do it and trust the outcome.

When I focus on accomplishment, I can stay task oriented, grounded and just focus on doing my best (from the Four Agreements, taught by one of my favorite teachers, don Miguel Ruiz). Here is the definition of Accomplishment:

1. an act or instance of carrying into effect; fulfillment: the accomplishment of our desires.
2. something done admirably or creditably: Space exploration is a major accomplishment of science.
3. anything accomplished; deed; achievement: a career measured in a series of small accomplishments.

(Dictionary.com).

I have become a master of accomplishment in my life. I can say that without my ego getting to involved, as it is true. Whether or not what I have accomplished is bad, good, or considered a great achievement is irrelevant. The people I know who have truly achieved great things are those who have focused on the tasks at hand, and have gotten the job done. They have taken action, and thus have accomplished something. This is where the miracles happen.

One of the things I continue to do is help others accomplish wonderful things in their lives. Whether it is in partnership with a renewable energy business startup, or as a teacher and coach helping individuals find and unleash their intrepid creativity, I love to share the very practical tools of Divine Mastery for fulfilling accomplishment.

What are you planning to accomplish in 2016? How do you think about achievement in your life? Did this article help you? I would love to hear from you.

Blessing,

Diane Dandeneau

Diane Dandeneau is a startup consultant, artist, author, singer, songwriter, speaker, renewable energy specialist, and spiritual teacher. She helps people accomplish what they truly desire; creating the miraculous life they have come to live.
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I have such gratitude for everyone in my life and for this journey. I have been working on my book and will continue to post the passages. I am being reminded of the lessons again, and am taking them deeper.

I have been looking at the different aspects of my life and what I want to bring into greater alignment and mastery, with my health, finances, relationships and service in this new year. With this intention I have put together some programs starting January 1st, where anyone who wants to step into greater Mastery of their Life can join me on this journey. I have also started the Colorado Toltec Meetup for those in Colorado who want to discuss and explore the Toltec teachings of don Miguel Ruiz.  I see how these teachings have been a core foundation to my awakening consciousness and I want to share them with others.

“Living in Mastery is where you are living in conscious choice and action in all aspects of your life.  It is the journey from seeking to finding to ultimately becoming the Divine One You Are. Be impeccable with your intentions, words and actions, and see the miracles unfold. By being conscious of every choice and every action, you create with intention with Me. And with Me, it is done.

Love, God”

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The influence of the Toltec teaching and don Miguel Ruiz continues today:

I’m reading don Miguel Ruiz’s new book: The Toltec Art of Life and Death.  It is reminding me of the powerful teaching that continues to be a thread in my life and work. The core being to step out of the Dream of the Planet and into the Dream of Truth of who we are.  From here everything is possible.  Today God wrote to me: 

“Die to the past in every moment of every day.  This is the place of true power and unlimited creativity. So be free to do what ever you want without any baggage from the past. Die in every moment. If all is now and all is possible, what is it you want to do – to create? If you only know your self as love and the love and power of the universe – with special gifts that are only yours to give, when what will you do? Release the past as it only contains guilt, shame, hubris or judgement (as they are just thoughts). Come into my presence and see through my eyes. 

Love, God”

I have been thinking about this post and ask “what about the good times?”. The answer I see is that from the place of love, it is all seen as good times. The good/bad versions of the story about the past is what is being released. Awareness is the appreciation of it all.

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Here is the next entry from The Year of Awakening.

10/28/02 Teo

Pyramid of the Sun.  The darkness is beginning illuminated. It is trying to keep me living in lies.  I have surrendered my life to God. The darkness has to go with this writing. I banish the darkness and fear that has kept my heart separate. But the idea of separation is a lie. I am Love.  There is no separation any more.  I am free.

Wow. Teo was a culmination of a lot of work and the final death of my old self. I took the red pill – and I am seeing. I have gained a new awareness to the “reality” underlying the dream. From that awareness I can now create my new life and “dream” from a new place that is connected with the Oneness of the Universe. In Teo I became awake. I not just understood that we are One, I now know and FEEL we are all One. I am the ocean. Natalia said I was a messenger of the ocean. Now I know that I can no longer live my life as a lone drop. I am feeling the incredible energy of the love in the universe and I renew my commitment daily to love connected to this energy – this love.  From here I know I will be sharing the love and awareness of the ocean.

Narrative:

The trip to Teo, was phenomenal.  We stayed at the Club Med right next to Teotihuacan, and began a journey to die to the old self, and awaken as the butterfly.  I met some wonderful people, and some who are friends to this day.  Everyone had a different experience.  I felt like I was scratching the surface of this spiritual thing, yet had several experiences beyond my normal idea of reality.  The most profound part of the experience was a ceremony involving burying a symbol of myself and attending my own funeral.  The first miracle was my real experience of letting go of all regret and guilt I held and all the expectations that I thought everyone else carried for me as a daughter, friend, employee, and citizen.  I truly felt free of my past.  The next miracle happened the next day when I went back to the location of my grave and found a beautiful flower growing on the exact spot – which I know was not there the day before.

After we finished on the last day, I walked across the grounds, very much aware of being in a different state of consciousness.  I then saw all these butterflies flitting around.  I had my camera, so I asked them if I could take their picture.  They all – about 7 of them, landed in one spot on the grass, and let me take several shots.  They all then took off and circled around me and flew away.  I know that we were communicating, and I knew that I was connecting to something greater within me.

This was profound event in my awakening journey.  The Toltec teachings are clear and yet radical.  They are accessible, but not easy to live by.  I’m realizing now that I have continued to use them and teach them to this day.

In hindsight I see that this was my initiation to living a divinely guided life.

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10/27/02 Teo

This morning I awoke after dreaming about Ann. Though it was not her. I think it was a composite of her. The dream showed me my victim and I was conscious of it. I’m beginning to see.

Narrative:

The final day at Teo was to climb the Pyramid of the Sun and emerge as the butterfly – to fly back to the Sun, to become our true Selves: One with the Source.  I was feeling some profound changes within me, as I was becoming aware of myself at a deeper level. Carol was seeing and describing visions of Teo from the time it was covered in gold and full of people in ceremony.  John was complaining nothing was happening and was frustrated and disgruntled over the whole thing.

We got up early and began to climb the stairs to start the ritual.  I knew that I was beginning to connect with my real playful self, as I found joyful humor in seeing one of the feral dogs that hung around the site begging for food, silhouetted by the sun above me.  I laughed as I had the sudden realization that we were actually climbing the pyramid to reach Dog.

At the top we all sat in a circle in deep meditation.  The interesting part of this is I felt like we were truly deep into the ceremonial reality of Teo, while at the same time surrounded by hundreds of people who were there as tourists.  For the first time in my life, I wasn’t self conscious.  At a moment in my meditation, where I was beginning to feel doubtful and a moment of darkness was beginning to enter, John began to whine: “I’ve been to a hundred workshops, I’ve meditated till my legs have gone to sleep, I’ve given up every vice and bad habit, and I’VE STILL NOT HAD ONE VISION OR HEARD ANYTHING!   WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME!?  At that moment we all burst into laughter and it brought us all (including John) back to the basic yet profound beauty and perfection of the moment (John did have his transformational experience that night by sneaking back into Teo and dancing with the moon).

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Here is the next journal entry from The Year of Awakening.

10/26/02 Teo.

Today I died. I crossed the river of the dead and said goodbye to my life and my family and a few friends. When I looked at who was important I was surprised that the only ones I really wanted to see before I died was my family. I especially wanted to see my brother. I didn’t want to see Ann. I had a dream about her last night that showed me I really didn’t want to see her again. Today I died to my past. I buried Diane and had a few people attend the funeral. They drove off and I am released. There are no more expectations of me now that I am dead.

We then went to the place of water and I was cleansed by the waves. Natalie baptized me and said I was to remember the Love of Teo every time I drink.  This removed the emotions of fear.

We then went to the place of the Women. There we began the process of regaining who we really are. I hung in the womb of the earth and just thought about accepting. We then went to the water inlet (there was no real water here) where I felt the water rushing over me and I asked it to fill my hands and use my hand for the highest good. Brandt said the women wanted him to tell me that they were giving me some of their gifts. I walked around Teo alone. No thoughts, just me. We ate, heard music and laughed tonight.

Tonight I pray for more understanding. I commit my life to you, God, I know you are here at Teo. Please help me see what you want from me. If it is only for me to be happy, help me to understand that. Thank you for this transformation. I am getting close to you.  Thank you. Love, me.

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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2015

The Author of the upcoming book: The Year of Awakening ~ The Journey to Living a Divinely Guided Life

The coincidences in my life continue to amaze me.  I’m experiencing the three-way conversation with God and the book I am reading, again.  As I’m writing about my experience of doing a Toltec Power Journey at Teotihuacan in October 2002, I’m reading don Miguel Ruiz’s new book, The Toltec Art of Life and Death. He too is writing about the transformational journey in Teo as he received to teach awareness.  I’m writing my book, then reading his, which is reminding me more of my journey, helping me to go deeper into the experience.  I am seeing now that it was having the intent (not just setting an intention) to awaken that created the opening and the experience I have been cultivating over the past 13 years.

Here are some journal entries from The Year of Awakening, that I believe opened the door for my awakening:

I flew to Mexico and then traveled by car through Mexico City to Teotihuacan.  I met the Brandt and the group there and began my journey to finding myself.

Teo

10/24/02 Teo

This is the place where men (women) become Gods.  Here I will release the last of the walls.  The last of the lies and the last of the false beliefs – so I can be free to express my highest good.  Here I will find my truth.   As of today I will no longer accept anything but pure love I my life. God, I pray to you – show me the truth.   

10/25/02

Today I jumped into the belly of quetzalcoatl, the feathered serpent.  I’ve asked that everything this is not me be removed and the soul that is pure love be left.  God has told me she has already forgiven me for my past.  Now it is up to me.  I come to Teo to complete the process.  I now vow:

I forgive myself for my past
I forgive everyone I have ever met for every real or imagined transgression
I am no longer a victim
I am no longer a judge
I renounce all attachment to:

Things – house, car, money
Ideas – That don’t need to be defended
Thoughts – that tell stories in my mind
Beliefs – That can all be changes
People – Parents, relationships
Food – Food is a gift and a tool
Self Identity – I now have none to be attached to.

By the end of these few days I want to be left with the love of who I am.  I ask the masters in the stones to talk to me.  Tell me what to do from here.  Please, lead me to love.

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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2015

The Author of the upcoming book: The Year of Awakening ~ The Journey to Living a Divinely Guided Life

Good morning, God. Today, I feel a quiet peace as I bring my attention to you. It feels like this writing is shifting again.  I’m not sure where it is going.

Good morning, my love. Thank you for coming here. We are in a new place together. You have practiced and have been diligent about facing your mind and finding the truth. You have learned and grown. You don’t need me to tell you what to see or do as you are now seeing and doing what is truly yours to see and do, as you have removed your doubts that you too know. I also see you wondering ‘what now’?

It’s time to focus on your service in the world. Come to me every morning as you do so we can commune in our love and continue to hold and deepen into Divine Truth.  But there is nothing more you need to learn her now. It is time to create, share and teach. Write the book and share the chapters as your Daily Reminders.  They too are your journals with me.  And as you are seeing, I have been teaching you the same things for 13 years.  You knew this and were going this way, but I wanted to confirm this for you.  It is time to focus on creating the life in the world you want from who you are now.  Your experience will be nothing less than miraculous, and confirm everything I have taught you.

Love, God”

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Good morning, God. Things in my life are feeling in alignment with who I am and what I want. It is a place of great creativity, peace and also unlimited possibilities. I love it when I’m here.

Good morning, my love. There is nothing that is out of alignment with you, ever. You are always manifesting from how you are being within you, so what is happening is that you are getting more into alignment with who you really are, and what you really want (which is in alignment with Me).  Your life is always a reflection of your Self. When you know this, you know the power you have to create what ever you want, and that you are always creating, no matter what. Keep focusing on what you want now and next from honesty, truth, and love and you will continue to create what you really want.

Love, God”

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Good morning, God. A greater peace is descending upon me, as I undoubtedly know who I am and why I am here. I rejoice in your presence as I feel you here with me now!

Good morning, my love. I rejoice in your presence. I rejoice in being alive through you, with you, and as you! Your awareness of Me, in you, frees us both to live without limitation and in full expression of unconditional love, infinite joy, and unabashed fun! Now, let’s see what miracles we find and bring to this day.

Love, God”

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The Author of the upcoming book: The Year of Awakening ~ The Journey to Living a Divinely Guided Life