Tuesday, December 2nd, 2014
Good Morning God. I’m becoming very aware of the victim story I can tell myself and the years of depression that I attributed to the conditions of my life. I see that it was all my learned beliefs that I was powerless. It was from me seeing others behaviors, attitudes, and fears as able to affect my sense of well being, happiness, self esteem, and joy. And the closer I was to that person, the greater the power I gave them. And since they too lived in the world of conditional happiness, I was not only affected by the conditions of my life, but the conditions of theirs. I see that I would eventually leave them because “they” made me unhappy. So, here I am, alone again…
I trust the perfection in all of this and not that I shouldn’t be alone (as in not in a primary relationship with a significant other). But now, I seek your peace as the only condition that I accept as my truth and source of my happiness. With this, I can be with anyone in any condition and be at peace. And to be fair with myself, for most of my life I did not know You. So, finding You has changed everything! Thank you for this awareness.
“Good morning my love. It is from this new level of consciousness from which you see. And you are both seeking (attracting) others who can join you here as well as being able to be with those who are living in fear without allowing them to effect you. Both are possible and what you are manifesting now because this is how and who you are being. Your intention makes it so. And your intention to live in the truth of who you are will bring you peace. All you need to focus on is the intention and I will do the rest. Easy, huh?
Yes! And I also heard my ego say “right”, quite sarcastically. Today I’ve seen these two aspects of my quite clearly. I’m feeling myself in the expanding, loving place and also can see this sarcastic ego limited self. They live in completely different versions of reality. It’s almost like, do I want to step into the role in this play or be who I truly am? Today, I’m choosing to be who I truly am – the one who lives in peace and love for myself and everyone. Thank you.
“Thank you!
Love, God”
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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2014
