December 18th, 2014
Good morning God. There is another shift coming with N and B leaving soon to see her new love. I am feeling peace as I am seeing and accepting her and where we are with a knowing that everything is in its perfect order. Thank you for this peace. Thank you for my relationship with her son. I’m looking forward to time and space to focus on what I’m doing and creating now and next in my life – the painting of my life that I’m creating now.
“Good morning my love. This holiday season offers you a clear transition time as you open to what is ready to emerge through you. Take time for your self and cleaning your home, hiking, biking and painting. Prepare the foundation for success with your work. You see it. Trust your Self. You are now able to to focus as you have healed and released the distractions and wounds of the past. You have grown so much and can see and know so much more. It is from this healed place that you can create powerfully and intuitively. And it is from this healed place where you can live in the silence, stillness, and peace. Notice how peace is the lack of pain. Notice how this quiet is the lack of fear. Notice what wants to emerge from this open space. You have felt “pathetic” for all the pain and fear and wounds that have shown up to be healed over this past year. You had asked to awaken, so I have been leading you down the path to awakening, which is really the path of healing. A year is a short time to heal a lifetime of fears, pain, and mistaken beliefs. Know you have come to this lifetime to choose experiences that would show you who you are not so you could see and and choose to be who you truly are.
This last leg of the journey included learning about conditional and unconditional love and the importance of healing in relationship. You knew that healing was a key to awakening and now that you have focused on this for you self at an even deeper level, you understand that it is what is required to achieve peace at a global scale – yet is done on an individual level first. And, that it begins with you. Who you are being from a place of being healed is very different that who you are being form a place of woundedness. This was the realization you received when you wrote the blog about your conversation with N about living with pain, and from her fearful reaction. You saw the analogy – of living with pain is like trying to live with the flu. You heard N say – “so people adapt”, and you thought “exactly”. You saw that this adaptation is not truly living, but just existing. This is how you feel/felt when you were in pain and thus depressed. So you too took pills to adapt. But, you just felt numb and did feel like you were just waiting to die – just marking time till it was all over – worrying about the next paycheck so you could sustain your self until the end. This is not what you soul wants. And it does not/did not tolerate living like this so it stopped participating in your life and let you become depressed and feel what is it like to be dead. This has been a gift to you as it was from the place of feeling dead that you decide there was nothing to loose if you gave everything to me. And so we begin this healing journey together. So, I ask you. Which do you want? A life of soulless death, or a soulful life with me?”
A Soulful life with you. I did choose this and still want this more than anything.
“Yes. I know. But I wanted to help you see the only real choice there is very clearly. And this is the invitation and message that I would like you to share with others. There is a cycle of insanity that is at play on this planet and if you try to find the source you will have to go back in time to the beginning of humanity on earth. But since there is no time you can see what is here right now and not need to search beyond your painful feelings, emotions, and thoughts and decide to heal them so you don’t continue to perpetuate the pain, wounds and fears in those around you. This is what the forgiveness work is for. This is what taking responsibility for your state of being no matter how, who or what effected you. You can be the one to stop the perpetuation of the abuse. This word is charged as you don’t feel abusive. But any action, word, or thought that comes from pain or fear perpetuates that pain and fear and is abusive. Especially in those who have not healed them selves, which are most people. So, healing your pain and fear is what stops the cycle of abuse and creates the reality of love. You don’t have to argue or try to convince anyone of this any more. Teach by example. Write your story. Tell your truth. You don’t need to convince anyone of the truth, it will speak for itself. You just need to share You and what You know to be true. I will do the rest. Thank you for your willingness to serve in this way. It is through your art that you teach. Make your life a work of art.
Love, God.”
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Copyright, Diane Dandeneau, 2014
