Good morning God and everyone.  I find myself going from being in peace, to being taken over by anger and fear.  The darkness seems to still have a hold on me for as I desire and can sometime touch into heaven, I am still susceptible of being dragged back into hell.  The last 24 hours have been powerful, emotional, and transformational.  As I came back to my life from being in Europe, I found myself angry and questioning everything and asking again – why am I here?  

I took this question with me as I attended and shared music at Beverly’s memorial service.  Though I have not been close to Beverly for a few years, her impact on me (and on so many people) has been profound, and I feel her presence with me now as she was one of the few people who could always see who I truly am.  I asked her to write to me, and this is what came through:

“Sweet One.  You have so much to give.  Your light is so beautiful.  You have so much capacity to love.  Showing up as your true self, is how you will show your love – not by staying small to honor the fears of others.  You stayed small for no reason.  There is no prize for staying small.  And there is no such thing as failure in effort in sharing your self.  Something beautiful happens – always.  Something is always created when energy is put forth.  You have come to teach.  What you teach will come from what you do.  The ones who have the most to teach are the ones who have done the most, and thus have learned the most.  Now it is time to use what you have learned, and from this, you will know how to share it.  It is time for you to step into your power and strength and become the one you have come to be.  Connect with others on your spiritual path.   I will be here for you as are many angels and supporters.  Today look at what YOU want to do – from this committed and surrendered place. We want you to know how beautiful your desire to help N to wake up has been.  She had the choice to accept your offer, but has declined.  So, you have nothing to regret or be ashamed of.  You have been split and distracted for long enough.  Now your focus can be undivided.  It is time to ask your self again – “who am I”.  And from the answer will come what it is you want to do.  Next, ask yourself if you are living as this one?  If not, what have you created that is not serving you?  What you will find is the source of your hell. 

Focus on being you.  Immerse your self in being your Self and the work you are called to do.  As you surrender to your soul, you will know the answers.  Do what feels inspiring.  You know how to do this.  It is your sensitivity to others needs that has kept you stuck.  But that has been a mistake.  As you missinterpreted what was needed and stayed small.  Staying small is useless.  You have a unique message to share – that everyone needs to hear.  Share your experience with God.  So my dear, get busy!  Remember, you are God, and God is not afraid (or small)!    So, know that I am here.  There are amazing beings surrounding you.  We all see your beautiful grieving heart.  We also want to assure you that everything truly is Ok and that it is time to let the past go and get to work now.  This is why you are here.

Blessings, Beverly”

You can still sign up for the 30-Day Journaling Challenge

I’m inviting you to join me in this world of Divine presence and connection. On Tuesday, September 30th, I am offering another 30-day Journaling Challenge. In addition to daily emails and the online forum, I am offering 5 weekly webinars to provide meditation and support as well as more opportunity for connection and sharing our experiences from this process.

I am offering this for only $125.00, but for you all who have been with me, I am offering it by donation (see below). I am seeing that this experience is becoming a book, but it is really not about me, but our ability to have a personal relationship with, and live from the direct guidance of the Divine. I am inviting you to create a practice that I know can facilitate incredible transformation in your life.

Register HERE. You are welcome to email me if you have any questions. You can also participate without the Webinars. It is up to you. The point is to take time every day to have your own conversation with God (or what every you call him/her/it) and to receive what ever gifts are contained in that experience.

Blessings,

Diane

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