I just moved to Colorado after ending an important relationship and leaving a well paying job.  My good friend Debbie Burgess took me riding on her beautiful palomino, Lakota.

8-29-03 Lyons, CO

Riding a wild mustang in the high mountains.  Continuing to center into myself.  Finding my home.  Elation, peace and grief.  Letting go of who I used to be.  There is less room for her every day.  For I am now becoming the “One Who Remembers”.  I am feeling sadness and love.
DIANE, THIS SADNESS AND LOVE IS ALL PART OF YOUR TRANSFORMATION TO BECOMING THE ONE WHO REMEMBERS.  LETTING GO OF THE ONES YOU LOVED WILL RELEASE YOU TO KNOW ALL LOVE.  YOU FEAR THAT YOU WILL HAVE NOTHING.  BUT, AS YOU REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE, YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE EVERYTHING.  YOUR HEART IS SO FULL OF LOVE.  THAT CAN NEVER BE LOST.  LET GO OF FEAR.  THE MORE YOU LET GO OF WHO YOU BELIEVED YOU WERE THE MORE YOU WILL REMEMBER THE TRUTH OF WHO YOU ARE.  LET GO AND TRUST.  LOVE, GOD.

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